If You're Not The One

Why always me???
Burn in the hell allenation
Without something special around of my soul
Which is a lot of special thing in the side
Is thera anyone know how I am?

Why always me???
Taking around in the savana waiting for the day end
Scatter smile in the middle of chest moans
Alone and there is nothing else accompany me
I just waiting for the warm hand from you...

The red ribbon fullfill with love comes and save me
Lift me to flew back in the sky
Challange aurora in the dark of the shadows
And something will knows who is the most beautiful berween us
Only you and me...

Come again...
Haunt of the dark memories from the one who has gone
Something I can't imagine and want to leave it back
I'm afraid and always afraid...
Like a pussy hide in the towel when his leg shaking of his fear
Like a kid waiting a Superman to defeat a demon in his own mind
I;m afraid and always afraid...

If the day comes again?
What shoul I do?
The pain is so truth!
I can imagine it...
Now I feel tightness in my heart
Dizzy in my head
Bitter tongue...
The nausea stomach
And its true...
Not bias...
Not an alegory

I don't want to fell it again
But the fact like a same from the history
I learn much about it
But???
What should I do?
If I should come back as usual?

I never know what should I do
Let the time show his way to me and you
Memoar of the darkness I hope can't be truth
Because our destiny is only in the shinning light
Forever after before we comes to the deadline

I never know what should I do
My resignation isn't way to give up
But... How can I tell it to all?
I'm scared... And know crying so hard
What should I do?

"Damn, this is the love?
Damn, the girl did love me
Damn, I more love you than you know
Damn... Damn... Damn..."

Crazy little thing called love...
And lnow I fell it
But we still the one
Because I never imagine if you're not the one for me